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I am a writer because I need to remember that my father loved me enough to read to me in the womb.
I am a writer because I was reading before my parents thought I would. I was reading and I never could stop; because, all through my childhood, my best friends were my mother, my sister and a good book. I marveled at how one misplaced word could throw off an entire paragraph; and at how much I could relate to that one misplaced word.
I am a writer because my father was an English teacher('Stephanie and I , not me and Steff') and my mother told me to keep everything inside so people would like me.
Because when life handed me shit, I could always hide amoungst the words, between the pages.
I am a writer because I'm twenty-two and still check my closet and under my bed for monsters that I'm no longer afraid of. But that I used to be terrified of as a small child.
I am a writer because I don't want my soul to be an empty place. I want to fill rooms, houses, cities, with poetry. With love letters, mystery novels, newspaper clippings; with words.
I am a writer because a good word is like honey on my tongue. Because the word miscellaneous fascinates me with all its vowels. And so does cleave with its double meanings.
I am a writer because if I wasn't, I'd just be that raving lunatic on the corner that everyone ignores. The one who speaks of ghosts, and aliens, and 'is there any intelligent life, anywhere?'
I am a writer because my mother had God, my sister had goals, and all I had were books. Because my dad had work, my brother had me, and all I had were words.
Because I was named by a ghost and I'm one step away from hearing voices, be they angels or demons, or just plain human.
I am a writer because I worry that their words, lines, poetry, would fill my mind like weighty stones and I don't want to sink.
Because, when I write school notes, the words sprawl across the page in loose, looping scribbles. But when I write love notes, I fill pages with tight, cramped lines because a blank page is a waste and an unspoken word is a tragedy.
I am a writer because without words I am nothing.
I am a writer because I was reading before my parents thought I would. I was reading and I never could stop; because, all through my childhood, my best friends were my mother, my sister and a good book. I marveled at how one misplaced word could throw off an entire paragraph; and at how much I could relate to that one misplaced word.
I am a writer because my father was an English teacher('Stephanie and I , not me and Steff') and my mother told me to keep everything inside so people would like me.
Because when life handed me shit, I could always hide amoungst the words, between the pages.
I am a writer because I'm twenty-two and still check my closet and under my bed for monsters that I'm no longer afraid of. But that I used to be terrified of as a small child.
I am a writer because I don't want my soul to be an empty place. I want to fill rooms, houses, cities, with poetry. With love letters, mystery novels, newspaper clippings; with words.
I am a writer because a good word is like honey on my tongue. Because the word miscellaneous fascinates me with all its vowels. And so does cleave with its double meanings.
I am a writer because if I wasn't, I'd just be that raving lunatic on the corner that everyone ignores. The one who speaks of ghosts, and aliens, and 'is there any intelligent life, anywhere?'
I am a writer because my mother had God, my sister had goals, and all I had were books. Because my dad had work, my brother had me, and all I had were words.
Because I was named by a ghost and I'm one step away from hearing voices, be they angels or demons, or just plain human.
I am a writer because I worry that their words, lines, poetry, would fill my mind like weighty stones and I don't want to sink.
Because, when I write school notes, the words sprawl across the page in loose, looping scribbles. But when I write love notes, I fill pages with tight, cramped lines because a blank page is a waste and an unspoken word is a tragedy.
I am a writer because without words I am nothing.
Literature
Party for one.
Three drinks deep, soft haze seeps,
corners of my vision like moonlit streets,
I don't wanna sleep in dirty sheets,
but when the laundry's done somtimes history repeats,
and I'm black and blue, persona retreats,
just another jigsaw no one completes,
and i want to love you, want to hold you,
before you want to leave.
Six drinks gone, the show goes on,
and I'm telling you again that you're the one,
call me a slut and its all just a con,
you can cut me and brand me if thats what you want,
coz I know I'll stand where once new love shone,
and hold you tomorrow with face tired and drawn,
coz I want to love you, want to hold you,
before the conclus
Literature
Quiet Supper
Quiet Supper
Rush home, my love.
Are you going to make it,
home on time?
(ring)
I've been here so long
(ring)(ring)
cooking your favorite
meals:
a soup of colour,
(yellow)(yellow)
the oven sweats while our dishes
and spoons, and knives,
and knives,
(yellow)
are waiting
here for you home.
Oh, will you make it
home on time?
No. No I will not,
beloved.
(ring)
My love, such evil --
such black and evil birds
am I hearing;
(ring, ring).
The chickapees are chirping,
chirping in the yellow
(yellow)
fields of wheat.
Here they go again (sing, sing);
sing.
The thrushes are rushing,
(sing)(sing) they warble;
they sing.
they sing in the blue
nig
Literature
waterproof
sea foam regrets
wash this lacerated heart
with saline baptisms
of undying love
(and etch their
wretched revelations
on mausoleum walls).
your ancient ruins
still stand undefeated
by impudent waves
(like overexposed
polaroids showcased in
empty exhibitions).
and it's futile
exorcising
my heart of
your remnants
(because all
graveyards need
ghosts to
haunt them).
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'I am a writer because I don't want my soul to be an empty place. I want to fill rooms, houses, cities, with poetry. With love letters, mystery novels, newspaper clippings; with words. '
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This is my favourite line.